Diane
23rd December 1993
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Thursday, February 18, 2010
This month i transferred to a new high school... hate school. but i also hated it in my old school so nvm. ever left a school and felt nothing at all, not even missing it the slightest bit? actually i was relieved becos i could finally get rid of the china girl too. met this girl who just came here from singapore too, and shes in my bio class. how she said 'i came to school on the first day with such high hopes, and i came home so disappointed.' and i know exactly how that feels like. seeing life in high school on tv seems so fun and exciting, yet its so far from reality. life's still been dull since i came here, theres nothing in my memory here that i will look back on. anyway on the bright sight, i have to say that the past month has been my happiest here so far. for once i feel appreciated and important, but its still not enough. i want more. but its nice to have someone to be there when you're down, and caring for you everyday. money has always been a problem for me, i always hate and love going to malls becos i know i am gonna see so many things that i adore but just cannot afford. recently that has got better somehow. :) but there's something that just pulls me back from falling deeper, and sure im much happier but i just feel like it's just not enough. but yet i know that's impossible, cos you're doing everything you can just to see me smile. 'Cause you wrote my name across your hand When I freak you understand There is not a thing you miss And I could get used to this I'm feeling it comin' over me With you it all comes naturally Lost the reflex to resist And I could get used to this If there's a dark side to you I haven't seen it Every good thing you do feels like you mean it...... Labels: nothing beats having a best friend Posted by Diane At 9:35 PM
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