Diane
23rd December 1993
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Thursday, January 7, 2010
Ever felt what it is like to be completely invisible? Hardly anyone ever notices you. I just realised how invisible i used to be! So many people i have talked to this school year (since august) have been saying how they have nv seen me before last year. One was so so sure i had recently transferred here... I think its cos i used to be so sad each day that i repel everyone around me. Really repel lor! Okay and when i talk to people they always cannot hear me here. :( and no one actually bothers to try and get to know you. A smile can make a whole lot of a difference. And maybe also cos i started to make the effort to dress and look better also la, i think. Although i still feel really really invisible (mostly on the inside) but at least i try to smile now. People notice you much more and think i am a sweet girl lor! Lol!! But of cos i am not once you get to know me. But the sad thing is that i barely have any girl friends. I think i repel girls also, or they all are too absorbed by their own group of friends. Even accquantiances all that arent girls... and i just dont have someone to tell everything to. I just put my ipod touch wallpaper to me and jingyuan, so everytime i unlock it i see us! Reminds me of a very special girl friend although very very far away. :) And i dyed my hair black recently! You must be thinking very lame right, everyone after Os chionging to dye brown or red etc and i dye super black. This is one of a kind hair colour okay. Here too much freedom then all the asians dye other colour, and it looks so boring and common. So dye black = stand out. (in my point of view lol) Posted by Diane At 6:47 PM
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