Diane
23rd December 1993
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Friday, December 18, 2009
Today, i was going to school and stopped by Tim Hortons to buy coffee. After buying my coffee, i went to the table bin with the flap to open the plastic hole thing from my coffee cap. Then while walking there i notice 3 white guys with very light blonde hair sitting behind the bin looking at me. And i could still feel them looking when i was opening my lid! Not 1, 3! Made me feel so so stress that my lid like very hard to open. And i dropped it on the floor. After i picked it up 1 guy said pick up my hat? (there were 2 motorbike hat things or baseball ones on the table). I obviously catch no balls and just smiled and walked away. Then another guy said have a nice day. But i was feeling so awkward to even reply! They seemed like friendly people but feels so weird, still am not used to it........... Then in class today this guy suddenly asked me if im doing anything after school today. And i wasnt and said no although i should have lied lor. He asked if i wanna hang out with him after school. Then i was thinking, hang out = go out? Yes right? But i felt too bad to say no cos he isnt a very attractive guy and probably doesnt have dates often... Would have this guilt like i didnt want to go because it is with him. I think i watch too many Hannah Montanna shows already, cos that kind of shows always have some not so cute guy ask the girl to prom and she will feel bad and just go with him. Hahaha. I find it much much easier to say no to other guys than to guys like him! Cos somehow i feel like cuter guys will think highly of themselves and all that and it just feels bad to say no to this guy. -.- anyway i felt instant regret cos i know going out here means more or wanting to be more than friends. Make me panic lor, cos i dont wanna be mean to him. So when i met him after school i just said i last minute have to go out with my dad. He still asked me for my number then and i gave it cos it just feels bad. And still accompanied me for my bus and train ride. We chat, but haiya i hate these kind of things. Feels like im giving him the wrong feeling when i just wanna be nice and not feel guilty. And thats not the problem also, i just dont date whoever it is. Anyway kind of cool la, today a blue grey eyed guy wanted to know me. Lol. Posted by Diane At 2:19 PM
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