Wtf, I cannot stop eating!! Keep eating and eating till I forget I'm full. Then I got a big tummy hahaha. But got an uncomfortable full feeling then I keep telling myself to skip a meal or 2 to feel better. But wth it's been 2 days and my goal haven't reach yet! Hahaha! Still feel terribly full everytime. My mouth damn itchy, no matter how full also will go around looking for food. If got the power to resist food then good. Reminds me of that time at weijie house then I ate all his food, ba gua chips an cookies. Heehee then he call me greedy girl. -.- Anyway I wish I can say no more often too, been buying the china girl free nice food and starbucks. And somemore I offered to! Truth is I still don't even like anything about her but idk what's wrong with me. She said she has never had starbucks before so I pitied her... And today she only had 2 bucks to buy a slurpee and I was buying a big hotdog bun too so I offered to buy for her again. Like shyt, I don't even get much money a week. But really still can't stand her lor, so whinny and ugh idk how to say. But she seems to like me alot heh. Downloading audition back is giving me a headache! Managed to yesterday but there were so many songs missing. Then I tries to fix it but messed it up instead, now can't even open. Gonna try and try till I get it back.
Monday, October 19, 2009